In a better place

With much bittersweetness, sadness, and grief,
I said goodbye to my grandma who raised me 'til 10,
When she passed last Wednesday something in me broke
I want to ride bikes again,
because she first taught me how
Can't say I fully loved her when she was alive
Can't say I don't have regrets
All I know is that,
This woman worshipped God and wanted me to do the same